The rest of the story...

Ok, I realized last night that it bugged me to no end about the circomstances and things going on in my mind with the passing away of AJ. I thought if I blogged about it maybe some stress from my mind would be released but the more I typed and the more that I thought about the entirity of it, the more I got depressed about it, so I now have chosen to pray that God uses the situation in my life and others but also that I will never forget this feeling and that it drives me to be a person that reaches out more than I do. Lord use us!